Abhanga 705
This abhang names the vairāgya-discipline-honesty register:
The verse
बोल बोलतां वाटे सोपें । करणी करितां टीर कांपे ॥१॥ नव्हे वैराग्य सोपारें । मज बोलतां न वटे खरें ॥ध्रु.॥ विष खावें ग्रासोग्रासीं । धन्य तो चि एक सोसी ॥२॥ तुका म्हणे करूनि दावी । त्याचे पाय माझे जीवीं ॥३॥
Literal translation
English: Bōla bōlatām — vāṭē sōpē — karaṇī karitām — ṭīra kāmpē. Vairāgya — not sōpārē — for me — bōlatām na vaṭē kharē. Viṣa khāvē grāsō-grāsīm — dhanya — that-one — sōsī. Tuka says: karūni dāvī — his pāya — in my jīva.
मराठी: बोल बोलतां वाटे सोपं — करणी करितां टीर कांपे. वैराग्य सोपारें नाही — मज बोलतां खरं वाटत नाही. विष खावें ग्रासो-ग्रासीं — धन्य तो च एक सोसी. Tuka म्हणे: करूनि दावी — त्याचे पाय माझे जीवीं.
Word-by-word gloss
| Marathi | Meaning |
|---|---|
| बोल बोलतां वाटे सोपें | "bōla bōlatām — vāṭē sōpē" |
| करणी करितां टीर कांपे | "karaṇī karitām — ṭīra kāmpē" |
| नव्हे वैराग्य सोपारें | "vairāgya — not sōpārē" |
| मज बोलतां न वटे खरें | "for me — bōlatām na vaṭē kharē" |
| विष खावें ग्रासोग्रासीं | "viṣa khāvē grāsō-grāsīm" |
| धन्य तो चि एक सोसी | "dhanya — that-one — sōsī" |
| करूनि दावी | "karūni dāvī" |
| त्याचे पाय माझे जीवीं | "his pāya — in my jīva" |
What it means
A speech-easy-doing-trembles-vairāgya-not-easy-eating-poison-morsel-by-morsel-only-the-endurer-dhanya-his-feet-in-my-jīva abhang. Vairāgya-discipline-honesty register. Three claims:
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बोल-बोलतां सोपं — करणी-करितां टीर-कांपे. Speech-easy-doing-trembles-claim. When bōla bōlatām (speaking words), vāṭē sōpē (it feels easy); when karaṇī karitām (actually-doing the doing), ṭīra kāmpē (the ṭīra — the buttocks, the back — tremble). Speech-easy-but-the-back-trembles-when-doing. (A vivid bodily image: speaking is easy; doing makes the very-back-tremble.)
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वैराग्य सोपारं नव्हे — बोलतां खरं-न-वाटे — विष-grāsō-grāsīm — धन्य-तो-च-सोसी. Vairāgya-not-easy-eating-poison-claim. Vairāgya is not sōpārē (easy); for me, when speaking, it doesn't vaṭē kharē (fit / apply as true) — = I can't sincerely-say I have it; (it's like) eating viṣa (poison) grāsō-grāsīm (morsel-by-morsel); only that-one is dhanya (blessed) — who sōsī (endures, can-bear). Vairāgya-is-eating-poison-morsel-by-morsel; only-the-endurer-is-dhanya. (Striking image: vairāgya* is not refreshing; it's bitter-poison eaten daily, mouthful-by-mouthful.)
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Tuka: करूनि-दावी — त्याचे-पाय-माझे-जीवीं. His-feet-in-my-jīva-claim. Tuka says: the one who karūni dāvī (actually does and shows it) — his pāya (feet) — in my *jīva. The-doer-and-shower's-feet-are-in-my-jīva. (The bhakta honors the karūni-dāvī — the one who actually-does-and-shows-it, not just-speaks; that one's-feet are placed in the bhakta's heart-life.)
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This abhang names the vairāgya-discipline-honesty register:
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Speech is easy; doing makes the back tremble. Speech-vs-doing.
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Vairāgya is not easy; eating-poison-morsel-by-morsel; only the endurer is dhanya. Vairāgya-as-poison.
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The one who does-and-shows — his feet in my jīva. Doer-honored.
For today: speech is easy, doing makes the body-itself-tremble; Vairāgya is not refreshing — it's daily-poison eaten morsel-by-morsel; only the endurer is dhanya; the one who karūni-dāvī (does-and-shows) — his feet in my heart.
This abhang is Tukaram's vairāgya-not-easy-and-doer-honored register — one of the most-honest vairāgya-statements in the corpus. Compare 0586 kaṣama-harder-than-yoga (Tuka's mudra); same hard-discipline-recognition but here organized through speech-easy-doing-trembles-poison-morsel-by-morsel. The viṣa-grāsō-grāsīm (poison-morsel-by-morsel) image is one of Tukaram's most-vivid: vairāgya is not exalted-feeling but daily-bitter-toil*.
मराठी: ही ओवी vairāgya-discipline-honesty register नाव सांगते:
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बोल-सोपं; करणी-टीर-कांपे. Speech-vs-doing.
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वैराग्य सोपारं-नव्हे; विष-ग्रासो-ग्रासीं; धन्य-तो च सोसी. Vairāgya-as-poison.
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करूनि-दावी; त्याचे-पाय-माझे-जीवीं. Doer-honored.
आज: Speech-easy, doing-body-च-trembles; Vairāgya refreshing-नाही — daily-poison morsel-by-morsel खाणं; फक्त endurer dhanya; Karūni-dāvī करणारा — त्याचे feet माझ्या जीवीं.
Tukaram च-vairāgya-not-easy-and-doer-honored-register — Most-honest vairāgya-statements corpus-त पैकी एक. 0586 kaṣama-harder-than-yoga (Tuka mudra) compare; तीच hard-discipline-recognition पण इथे speech-easy-doing-trembles-poison-morsel-by-morsel. Viṣa-grāsō-grāsīm image Tukaram च्या most-vivid पैकी एक — vairāgya exalted-feeling नाही, daily-bitter-toil*.
Where this applies
- Speech-easy-doing-trembles.* Diagnostic.
- Viṣa grāsō-grāsīm.** Vairāgya-poison-image.
- Karūni-dāvī feet.** Doer-honored.