Abhanga 2480
Let people say what they will, because being cared for like a cherished child by a compassionate, all-giving divine mother is security enough.
The verse
असोत लोकांचे बोल शिरावरी । माझी मज बरी विठाबाईं ॥१॥ आपंगिलें मज आहे ते कृपाळु । बहुत कनवाळु अंतरींची ॥ध्रु.॥ वेदशास्त्रें जिसी वर्णिती पुराणें । तिचें मी पोसणें लडिवाळ ॥२॥ जिचें नाम कामधेनु कल्पतरू । तिचें मी लेंकरूं तुका म्हणे ॥३॥
Literal translation
Let people's words be on my head — Viṭhābā'ī is fine for me. Kṛpāḷu has embraced me — much kanavāḷu inside. Whom Vedas-Śāstras-Purāṇas describe — I am her pampered-foster-child. Whose name is Kāma-dhēnu Kalpa-tarū — I am her child, Tuka says.
What it means
THE VIṬHĀBĀ'Ī-AS-KĀMA-DHĒNU-KALPA-TARŪ ABHANG.
The pampered-foster-child: vēda-śāstrē jisī varṇitī purāṇē — tichē mī pōsaṇē laḍivāḷa — whom Vedas-Śāstras-Purāṇas describe — I am her pampered-foster-child. Pōsaṇē = foster-child, raised-as-own. Whom the Vedas-Śāstras-Purāṇas describe — I am-her-pampered-foster-child (laḍivāḷa pōsaṇē). The bhakta's-confidence: I am-personally-raised by-the-mother-of-scriptures.
THE KĀMA-DHĒNU-KALPA-TARŪ IDENTIFICATION: jichē nāma Kāma-dhēnu Kalpa-tarū — tichē mī lēnkarūm — whose name is Kāma-dhēnu Kalpa-tarū — I am her child. Kāma-dhēnu = wish-fulfilling cow. Kalpa-tarū = wish-fulfilling tree. Viṭhābā'ī = the-Kāma-dhēnu + the-Kalpa-tarū — I-am-her-child. Both wish-fulfilling-mythic-mothers identified with Viṭhābā'ī.
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For someone today
For today: let people's words be on head; I am the Vedas-Śāstras' pampered-foster-child ; Viṭhābā'ī is Kāma-dhēnu and Kalpa-tarū — I am her child .
Where this applies
- When you're stung by gossip or criticism and need to remember whose opinion actually matters to you
- When you feel unworthy of love and need the image of being someone's pampered, cherished child
- When you want language for the feeling that a relationship with the divine gives you everything you truly need
- When you compare your own worth to what the scriptures describe as great and want to feel personally held by that same tradition