Abhanga 1892
Set down the burden that was never truly yours, hand your accounts over to God, and step back from disputes that profit no one.
The verse
आतां बरें जालें । माझे माथांचें निघालें ॥१॥ चुकली हे मरमर । भार माथांचे डोंगर ॥ध्रु.॥ नसतां कांहीं जोडी । करिती बहुतें तडातोडी ॥२॥ जाला झाडापाडा । तुका म्हणे गेली पीडा ॥३॥
Literal translation
Now it is good — the (burden) of my head has come off. This drudgery has stopped — the head's-mountain-burden. Without anything to gain, many do tearing-asunder. The accounting is done — Tuka says — pain has gone.
Word-by-word gloss
| Marathi | Meaning |
|---|---|
| आतां बरें जालें | "now it is good" |
| माझे माथांचें निघालें | "the (burden) of my head — has come off" |
| चुकली हे मरमर | "this drudgery has stopped (mara-mara)" |
| भार माथांचे डोंगर | "the head's-mountain-burden" |
| नसतां कांहीं जोडी | "without anything to gain" |
| करिती बहुतें तडातोडी | "many do tearing-asunder (taḍā-tōḍī)" |
| जाला झाडापाडा | "the accounting is done" |
| तुका म्हणे गेली पीडा | "Tuka says — pain has gone" |
What it means
Burden-off-head + accounting-done abhang. Companion to 1891.
The opening: ātām barē jālē — mājhē māthāñcē nighālē — now it is good — the (burden) of my head has come off. Relief-statement — the head's-load is now-removed.
The drudgery-line: cukalī hē mara-mara — bhāra māthāñcē ḍōngara — this drudgery has stopped — the head's-mountain-burden. Mara-mara = the dying-and-dying / drudgery; ḍōngara = mountain. The mountain-of-the-head has-finally-come-off.
The world's-tearing line: nasatām kāhīm jōḍī — karitī bahutē taḍā-tōḍī — without anything to gain — many do tearing-asunder. Jōḍī = gain, profit; taḍā-tōḍī = tearing-and-cutting / disputes. In the world, even-without-anything-to-gain, many-fight-and-tear-each-other-apart. (= world's-pointless-disputation; the bhakta has-stepped-away-from-it.)
The closing: jālā jhāḍā-pāḍā — Tukā mhaṇē gēlī pīḍā — the accounting is done — Tuka says — pain has gone. Jhāḍā-pāḍā = the accounting / formal-balance. Once-the-accounting-is-handed-over-to-the-Lord, the pain-of-it-departs.
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For someone today
For today: now it is good — the burden of my head has come off; this drudgery has stopped — the head's-mountain-burden; without anything to gain, many do tearing-asunder; the accounting is done — Tuka says — pain has gone.
Where this applies
- When you finally put down a responsibility you had been carrying far too long and feel the physical relief of it
- When you notice people around you arguing bitterly over something that gains nobody anything
- When you're exhausted from constantly totaling up grievances and want to just hand the whole ledger over
- When you realize a burden you've been dragging was self-imposed and you're free to set it down