Abhanga 2323
Tukaram turns quiet gratitude and reverence into a spoken, personal vow to travel and bow before the one who shaped him.
The verse
माझ्या बापें मज दिधलें भातुकें । म्हणोनि कवतुकें क्रीडा करीं ॥१॥ केली आळी पुढें बोलिलों वचन । उत्तम हें ज्ञान आलें त्याचें ॥ध्रु.॥ घेऊनि विभाग जावें लवलाहा । आलेति या ठाया आपुलिया ॥२॥ तुका ज्ञानदेवीं समुदाय । करावा मी पाय येइन वंदूं ॥३॥
Literal translation
My father has given me a treat — therefore I play with kavatuka. The request was made earlier — I spoke the word — uttama-jñāna came from him. Take your portion, go quickly — you've come to this place of your own. Tukā [says] — at Jñānadēva's, the samudāya — I will come to venerate the feet.
What it means
THE OPENING OF THE JÑĀNADEVA-VENERATION CLUSTER (2323-2326). I-will-come-to-venerate-Jñānadēva's-feet abhang.
The opening — father's treat: mājhyā bāpē maja didhalē bhātukē — mhaṇōni kavatukē krīḍā karīm — my father has given me a treat — therefore I play with kavatuka. Bhātukē = child's-treat, food-for-the-child. Kavatukē = with-amusement. My-father has-given-me-a-treat; therefore I-play-with-amusement.
The uttama-jñāna: kēlī āḷī puḍhē bōlilōm vachana — uttama hē jñāna ālē tyāchē — the request was made earlier — I spoke the word — uttama-jñāna came from him. The request-was-made earlier; I-spoke-the-word; uttama-jñāna came from-him (the father).
The take-portion-go-quickly (addressed to the visiting-Brahmin/visitor): ghē'ūni vibhāga jāvē lavalāhā — ālēti yā ṭhāyā āpuliyā — take your portion, go quickly — you've come to this place of your own. Take-your-portion-and-go-quickly; you've-come-to-this-place by-your-own-(initiative).
THE EXPLICIT DECLARATION: Tukā Jñānadēvīm samudāya — karāvā mī pāya yē'īna vandūm — Tukā [says] — at Jñānadēva's, the samudāya — I will come to venerate the feet. Jñānadēvīm = at Jñānadēva (locative — at Āḷandī, his samādhi-place). Samudāya = gathering, assembly. Tukā says: at Jñānadēva's-(samādhi-place), the samudāya (= the assembly-of-saints-and-pilgrims gathers); I will-come to-venerate-the-feet. A direct-personal-declaration: Tukārām announces-his-intention-to-make-pilgrimage to-Āḷandī to-venerate Jñānadēva.
This may be the explicit-context for the Aḷankāpurī-Brahmin-cluster (2308-2314): just-as-the-Brahmin came-from-Āḷandī to-Dehū, Tukārām reciprocates-by-announcing-his-intention to-go-from-Dehū to-Āḷandī.
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For someone today
For today: my father gave me a treat — I play with kavatuka; the request was made — uttama-jñāna came from him; take your portion, go quickly — you've come of your own; Tukā [says] — at Jñānadēva's, the samudāya — I will come to venerate the feet.
Where this applies
- When you feel deep gratitude for something a parent or teacher gave you and want to celebrate it openly rather than silently.
- When you've admired someone from a distance for years and finally decide to actually go and pay your respects in person.
- When a visitor or guest comes to see you and you want to honor the gesture by returning the visit yourself.
- When quiet reverence needs to turn into an actual plan, like booking the trip instead of just feeling thankful.